You’ve done the work. You’ve changed your behaviour. You’ve gained awareness. And yet, the same themes return.

Different people, same story. Different situations but same outcome.

It doesn't make sense.

This is where frustration begins. It's not because you are not trying hard enough.
It's because you are working on the surface.

You are not broken. You are influenced by something much deeper.

Those patterns didn’t start with you. There are patterns in your life that were normalised by your entire family, and you maybe, are the first to question them.

For a long time, patterns of lack and betrayal were showing up in my life over and over again. I couldn’t understand why or what I was doing wrong, because no matter what I changed, these patterns seemed to stay. Until I started looking at my family, ancestors, and my karmic dynamics, and realised that the same old story was playing on repeat, like a loop. I wasn’t being punished out of nowhere, I was simply acting from old energetic imprints. And I decided that I would be the one to break the family and karmic cycles. I observed that our personal karmic imprint lessons align with those of our family and culture. That is why we chose that family & culture- because our karmic curriculum and their curriculum are similar. Thus, if one starts to heal one level, it brings healing on all levels. By healing, I mean acknowledgement, ancestral connection, release of weight and integration of lessons and their wisdom. As someone with a heavy Saturnian influence in my astrology chart, I felt this weight for a decade before I was able to fully see it and address it.